hehehe..

The keys of the Unseen are in His possession.
No one knows them but Him.
He knows everything in the land and sea.

No leaf falls without His knowing it.
There is no seed in the darkness of the earth, and nothing moist or dry which is not in a Clear Book.

AL-ANAAM 6:59

summarize citer thn ni...

mmm..ari ni nak cter dlm bhasa melayu...sbb takde mood nak tulis b.i.huhu...byk kjadian yg berlaku thn ni..hehehe...byk pgajaran yg aku dapat...blh la nak jadi matang sket...huhu...aku yg tak brape nak matang ni blh la matang skit..huhu...mmm...sumenye berjaya aku tempuh...hahaha...alhamdullillah...xpe la...ape2 pun nak wish happy new year untk sok....hahaha....hopefully thn dpn perjalanan hidup agk smooth tak penuh pancaroba mcm thn nih...hahaha...xpe2...stiap yg terjadi mesti ade sbbnye...hahaha...ok la...mls nak merapu...takde mood...daaaaaaa..............

Ku Mahu

Sesaat ku terkesima
Pada indah personamu
Sekilas kau senyum padaku
Melarutkanmu dalam kasihku

Sesaat ku terpesona
Pada warna ceriamu
Sayangnya telah ku hidu
Semua paparanmu palsu

#Indah impian cintaku
   Namun realiti tak seharum
   Yang ku impikan kerna
   Cintamu tak sejati

    Ku mahu kesetiaan dan kejujuran
    Kasih sayang yang tiada bersempadan
    Pengorbanan cinta yang tulus dan lahir dari keikhlasan

    Namun kau hanya mampu memberi janji palsu
    Dan kita pun terdorong hawa nafsu
    Semua yang kau berita benar dan tak kan menjadi erti

Selamanya takkan ku lupa
Kau ajar ku seksa
Kau pandai berkata-kata
Hingga aku derita

Selamanya ku berjaga-jaga
Tak sanggup ku kenang
Cukuplah sekali terluka
Kan ku ingat sentiasa

ulang #

Aku bukanlah boneka mu
Ku tak rela dipermainkan
Lebih baik sendiri
Dari terseksa di tangan mu

Apa yang aku mahu

ulang #

Ku mahu kesetiaan dan kejujuran
Kasih sayang yang tiada bersempadan
Pengorbanan cinta yang tulus dan lahir dari keikhlasan

Namun kau hanya mampu memberi janji palsu
Dan kita pun terdorong hawa nafsu
Semua yang kau berita benar dan tak kan menjadi erti

 by Dato' Siti Nurhaliza

this week

mmm...this week is very hard for me...so many problem happened this week...aiya...sabar2...kena byk sabar2...now, i feel lonely...lonely because i couldn't define my feeling...hehehe...mmm...so sunyi because now i was single again...huhu...so many things to think right now...thinking about ex...my new ex...hehehe...and also thinking about my elder mr. X...huhu...entah la...i also thinking about my sampling next week...seems like i didn't prepare and ready to sampling again especially this monsoon season...thinking about my lab...how to use the GC machine...thinking about my supervisor who threated me and naziah yesterday about PASCA...there are so many problem this week....i don't want to see my pesticides student actually...they made a report to my supervisor about me...huhu...sedih....they said i didn't help them during the lab work...huhu...selama ni dah byk tlg tapi dorang tak hargai pun....mmm...sabar2...thinking about 'balik kg'..huhu...xsbr nak ikt 
ude gi kl this 13th december...mmm.....entah la....but the points that i want to highlight here is i feel lonely now....huhu...hahaha...hara and ain have heir own work...mmmmm.........bowling jommmm!!!!!!!!!!

Seribu tahun

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu… ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti… ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini… yeah…
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan… sedia setia……

terrible day..

mmm...i was getting mad to someone which made me hurt today!
really made me angry!!
huh, should i forgive him hah???????
I HATE HIM!!!!!
really hate him!!!!
yaa....HE was stole my STANDARD SOLUTION!!!!!
arghhh.....i hate him!!!!!!
he never say any words to apologize..
after stole it, he give to final year student...
should i forgive him hah?
argh...........terrible day for me.
i only have that standard solution...
no money to buy others...
huhu....sedihnya....
kejamnye LELAKI tuh!!!!!!!!!


on the afternoon i saw somebody...
at pgc..
somebody who hurt me before
argh....i hate HER very much!!!!
bencinya nak tgk muka seketul tu...
SHE never say any words to me
but at the same time SHE chatt with ain n hara...
mmm...what u give, hopefully u get back then...
huhu...kejamnya aku nih....
(lantak la....)
 

Ingkar

di saat cinta tercipta
semestinya aku merasa
di kala hasrat mendalam
semestinya aku berbalas

dari hati kini kusadari
tak semestinya aku berkasih
jika hati tak dapat berbagi
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam

reff:
semestinya aku mencinta
seharusnya aku menyayang
oh maafkan jika
semua ini yg kuberikan untukmu

dari hati kini kusadari
tak semestinya aku berkasih
jika hati tak dapat berbagi
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam

repeat reff

hehehe...hahaha...huhuhu...

halu...hehehe...i was back to terengganu last friday...hehehe....i'm so happy with my new house...
hehehe..thanks to my lovely housemates....hehehe....we all happy2 together...hehehe....mmm...
i feel satisfied n relief because last 2 days, i know what is actually going on n what will i do with my project...alhamdullillah.....lastly i find the way to solve the problems...hehehe...

mmm..so boring this day....but i'm happy with didi...congratulations to her because of the good news...
lastly..she found someone for her which makes her feel happy...hahaha...we called her 'chipsmore' because she always missing to answer the call or dating.....hahaha...so happy with this news after 2 weeks holidays...hahahaha.....mmmm....skrg bt bodo jer la kat pgc..huhuhu....ok chow...

special thanks...

halu...now i was at my hometown, bentong...hahaha..i spend my time with my holiday this week...can't wait to go back to terengganu to look at my new house....hahaha...

mmm...i would like to give my appreciation or special thanks to my lovely housemates ude,hara n ain when i was hospitalised last week because of 'food allergic'....thank u so much to all of u n i will never forget what have u all done to me especially packing all my belonging and move to our new house...hehehe...can't wait to see all of u n enjoy together-gether (hehehe...rosakbahasa...lantokler)and then i would like to thanks to didi, naziah and kakina because they help me and give the courage to me...my housemates also give their encouragement...thanks to all of u and love u all...

thanks to kak NoZ, ah chong, abg yunus n K.E. because they help my housemates..i don't have much time to write more....so, lastly thanks to all of u....muahh...muahhhh

moody, lonely n hopeless today...

this week...

mmmm....this week i'm busy with my committee member....the issue for this week is to settle down about the renomination of my committee members...i have to choose a lecturer from 
chemistry department.so, i choose Dr.Marinah for my co-supervisor...hahaha...now, i relief n satisfied all the works for this week has done...hahaha...

the second issue is to book a house for my friend, Sarah..huhu..all this process is under my responsibilities...huhu....i think the house is quite ok for her but i don't know what will she 
think after she comes to terengganu...huhu...hopefully she will be satisfy with the house condition..

this blog seems like my diary now coz i can't blog the another one blog for my 'luahan ati'.hahaha....
can't wait to 'balik kampung' next monday...huhu....miss my mom recipe 'sambal tempoyak'...

kau laksana bulan

here is one of my favorite song..hehehe..ain was introduced this song to me...plz enjoy it...


Kau laksana bulan

Engkau laksana bulan
Tinggi di atas kayangan
Hatiku dah kau tawan
Hidupku tak keruan

Mengapa ku di siksa
Kenapa kita bersua
Berjumpa dan bercinta
Tetapi menderita

O..o..o O..o..
Kau tinggalkan diriku

Oh! Tuhanku
Mengapakah
Kau bezakan hidupku
Oh! Tuhanku
Mengapakah
Manusia begitu

Engkau laksana bulan
Tinggi di atas kayangan
Hatiku dah kau tawan
Hidupku tak keruan

O..o..o O..o..
Kau tinggalkan diriku

Oh! Tuhanku
Mengapakah
Jadi miskin hidupku
Oh! Tuhanku
Mengapakah
Sangat buruk nasibku

Mengapa ku di siksa
Kenapa kita bersua
Berjumpa dan bercinta
Tetapi menderita

menghapus jejakmu

hehehe...i really like this song ringt now n want to dedicate to someone who made me suffer before this....last 2 days he dedicated a song to me and i've got it from his friend....huhu...cukup bt jantung i dipotong dadu....huhu...he dedicated a song 'tak bisa  memilihmu' from 6th sense...now, i want to dedicate a song to him 'menghapus jejakmu' from peter pan...hahaha....puas ati aku!!!!!!!!!hehehe...i want dedicate the lyrics too...hahaha...i still beleive the karma law 'what u give, u get back!!!!!!!hahaha...here is the lyrics n songs....plz enjoy it...


Menghapus jejakmu

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
Belah hati perhatikan sikapmu
Jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
Kucoba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
Kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
Belah hati perhatikan sikapmu
Jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
Kucoba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
Kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Lepaskan segalanya
Lepaskan segalanya

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Nanananana
Nanananana
Nanananana
Nanananana
Nanananana
Nanananana

last week conflict...

hehehe...long time not blogging make me miss this blog..hehehe...(lantak la kalo ayt slh pun)...last week, i have so many conflict...aiya....so tensen la with Dr.Kamil's student....their attitude aa...very pelik...huhu...but i must though to face my destiny....n be patience with them especially...my senior...aiya....that senior aa...lagi pelik....she's intelligent n excellent in her work or study but at one part, there was something wrong with her....aiya...that's why i've made a decision to go back to my hometown to release my tension...my conflict chain was very complicated....hehehe....i don't want to make any quarrel with Dr.Kamil's student...hehehe..i just want to handle my own problem n study without "someone" trying to bring me into her last destiny....just forget it ur 'needle'...they r my friends n u r my friend too...i know them n i know u very well!!!!so plz....don't disturb my life....huhu...i only want my peace n focus on my studies....i hope that person aa...plz muhasabah diri tu sket...tak guna nmpk warak kat luar but ati pnh dgn psiko org....i will muhasabah diri too....sama2 perbetulkan diri msg2 k...ok..chow!!!!!!!

hehehe...

Hit Counters

alo....hehehe..yuhu...anybody's at home...hehehe....mmm....i think, i'm not blogging for a long time...actually i'm quite busy with my lab works n also my sampling...yesterday is my last sampling for pre-monsoon season...huhu...i have another 2 sampling for post-monsoon season..now, i'm busy with my presentation on this monday..huhu...so paranoid to present.hehehe...

a final year student has met me this morning....she's trying to understand the whole methods...mmm... a very good progress that i can see from her...but i feel sorry for her...i can't help her this evening because of Prof. Myers talk...but tomorrow, i promise to help her...because i've made her dissapointed n i can see it from her eyes....i'm so sorry....i will try to help her...hehehe...sometimes, if if we want something, we have to sacrifice the other thing...hehehe...

my new life..

A new day has come

A new day has... come
I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun

A new day has... come
A new day has... come

Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness,
I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun

A new day has... come
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun

A new day has... come
A new day has... come
A new day has... come

Ohhh, a light..


*****************************************************************************************************************


hehehe...i was so happy with my life now. i'm glad that everything was turn to the normal...i'ts time to make changes in my life...a new zurina may be...hahaha....i'll never feel lonely anymore and can't beleive that i've been touched by an angel right now.hehehe...he made me feel better than before. special thanks to him..hehehe...his encouragement about this life made me feel comfort. now, i feel more energetic to finish my lab works and also my study. thanks to Almighty Allah because gives me this golden gift and i really appreciate it...hehehe....that's why i called it 'a new day has come' to me.huhu..i hope this relationship will undergoes slowly and smoothly....the important is, know each other first...after that, we will go to the next step.huhu...frankly speaking, i really like and started to miss him when he doesn't have any credits...huhu...about the love...i still don't know the feeling yet and let me try to define my feeling first...then, i will tell u after the comfirmation...now, i'm so happy with this relationship and can't wait to go for a date...hahaha....

special dedicated..

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hehehe...i want to dedicate this song to my ex..hopefully he will happy with her new girl. tq for everything especially this heartbroken feelings...hehehe...now, i'm happy coz i find myself back n really enjoy my single life...i promise to myself, never let him comes to my life again...huhu...let bygone be bygone....

my conflict

huhuhu..i think this day is my tension day..i'm not tension with my lab work but i really tension with my 'best friend'. huhu....actually she is nice girl n very kind person..she also concern about her friends and other people...but the points is, i'm not comfortable with her concern...i'm tension when i've got her text or miss called from her...sometimes, it will make me moody the whole day...when my friend call her name, i'm really paranoid...phobia when i heard her name..i still don't know how to deal this problem....i'm pray to Allah to settle all this things..may Allah give me more patience to deal this problem....


in this case, i'm also have made my mistakes....hopefully in one day, she will forgive me for being rude to her...but now, it seems like sorry to be the hardest words for me..huhu....i want to deal my phobia first....i will always pray for better friendship with her....hopefully in one day...huhu....to a**a...please forgive me....i didn't mean it....huhu..



p/s : if i've made my grammar mistakes, please kindly give ur comment to improve my english...tq...

motivation for today..

"Jangan buat apa yang kita tak suka pada org lain sebab hukum alam akan berbalik kpd kita."


"Hidup, tiada siapa boleh hidup kembali di zaman silam, pandanglah ke hadapan, di situlah terletaknya kejayaan, kehidupan dan mase depan anda." by Eddy Rosyadie.


"Tidak mengetahui apa yang berlaku di esok hari adalah kuasa tuhan.Keupayaan merangka strategi untuk esok hari adalah kekuatan manusia."by Eddy Rosyadie.


"Pastikan bahawa setiap pergerakan kita adalah dibuat kerana Allah dan justeru itu menjadikan setiap saat kita bernafas adalah sentiasa dalam ibadat dan dalam rahmat Allah." by Mohd Huzairi Zainuddin.


"Kekeceawaan adalah sebahagian dari fasa kehidupan.Hidup ini adalah perjuangan dan setiap perjuangan memerlukan pengorbanan. Pengornbanan yang suci tidak pernah mengharapkan sebarang pembalasan." by Mohd Huzairi Zainuddin.


"Hidup mmg macam tu. Penuh teka-teki, penuh prasangka, penuh andaian, penuh dgn pelbagai perkara yg kita tdk tahu dan tidak akn tahu.Di sinilah Allah menjadi sandaran kita. Persoalan dunia akan selesai dengan sendirinya oleh hati yang berpaut pada agama." by Mohd Huzairi Zainuddin.


"Segala cabaran harus dilihat sbg suatu proses kematangan dalam menimba pengalaman."


"Orang yang mempunyai prinsip perjuanagn dalam hidup, apabila berhadapan dengan masalh, menganggap ia sebahagian daripada ujian dan latihan bg terus maju dan meningkatkan dirinya ke tahap yg lebih tinggi."

introduction for this blog..

hehehe...saje suke2 nak buat blog ni...hehehe..lantak la...actually i want to make this blog in english but i'm not confident yet to do so...so, aku tulis dlm malay dulu la as my introduction for this blog...ok babe?hehehe...aku ok jer...kat sini aku nak bagi tau la ruangan2 yg aku suke dlm mingguan wanita...bab yg aku paling suke sangat n sangat suke ialah bab motivasi...ni khas untk aku yg lack of motivation bagi membina mase depan yg gemilang n jadi manusia yg terbilang...ok...kat sini aku sertakan ruangan favourite aku n link2 yg berkaitan untk kte sume berkongsi bersama :-


1. Rahsia wanita

- http://meditasi-islam.tripod.com

- www.freewebs.com/transformasi.jiwa


2. Serasikah kita


3. Resepi hidup

- http://binabahagia.bravehost.com/


4. Setitis embun


5. Motivasi

- www.drtuah.com


6. Tok Muda


7. Mencari keredhaanMu




so, sama2lah kte manfaatkan ruangan ini untk kehidupan kte bersama....hehehe...


from,

protege motivator.