mmm....i've not update this blog for a long long time....huhu....today is my registration day...i can't believe this semester is my fourth semester....it's been 1 and half year being a master student....and for ur information....i didn't feel happy today during the registration...i feel hopeless and give up on my study....huh....i also feel i'm useless....didn't have any knowledge about my study and 'blur' about the study....today...i feel so hopeless and wanted to quit from my study...mmm....when i heard ude's life, dd's life and my idol...kak noz's life....huhu....they are great u know....i still feel i can't achieve good achievement like them....they are so dedicated on their works but i'm not like them....huhu....sometimes i asked myself what is the purpose of doing master?huhu...this question always in my mind....now...i feel helpless and hopeless....i don't know where is my soul?my enthusiasm...my spirit...huhu....i still thinking i will not be like them...huhu....kak noz...help me......huhu....
sedih....
