hati walang

salam to u all..

lately ni ati berasa sggh walang...serasa aku dah nak dekat sebulan..huhuhu..kalo dlu ade diari, trs leh tls dlm diari tp skrg diari dah xde...huhuhu..kat blog ni je la blh ku curahkan perasaan ati ni..nak tls dlm e-diari kat laptop, serasa aku tdk mgkin sbb laptop ni menjadi perkongsian untk aku dan adik beradik after this..nak xnk, terpksa online, biar dpt dicurahkan rase ati yg walang nih...

serik rase memikirkan perkara tersebut n aku tau ni sume dugaan dari Penciptaku di ats sana...tp aku rase dah x berdaya dah nak memikir perkara tersebut..ape2 pun aku ingin redha dgn takdir ini...cuma ku mohon dr Yang Maha Esa sebuah ketenangan bt mase skrg...ape2 pun aku perlu melawan bisikan syaitan itu n berjauahan dr rase sunyi sunyian sbb kesunyian itu adelah racun pembunuh kehidupan aku n para syaitan pasti gumbira kalo aku termkn bisikan mereka di kala aku melayan kesedihan...Ya Allah, ku mohon dari Mu berikan aku kekuatan untk menenmpuh dugaan hdp ini dan berikan la aku secangkir kegembiraan dalam mase terdekat ni..amin..

aku xmau memikirkan yg bkn2 bt mase skrg...insyaAllah kesedihan ni cuma sementara je..cuma aku perlukan kekuatan je skrg..hehehe..aja..aja..fighting!!!

salam aidiladha

assalamualaikum..

ari nih msk raya yg ke tiga for ari raya korban..n byk sgguh jemputan kenduri kawin...ye la sempena musim cuti sekolah nih, rmai2 la yg bt knduri ye x?hahaha...ok2...kat sini i want to wish salam aidiladha bt everybody...smoga raya kali ini mendapat keberkatan hndaknye..amin..untk lembu2, kerbo2 or unta2 yg menjadi korban...berbahagia la anda dgn janji Allah swt..insyaallah anda akn ditmpatkan di syurga nnti..amin..ish...mcm la lembu2 tuh penah berckp dgn aku...hahaha...

sesiapa yg mendirikan rumah dan tangga di musim nih...aku doakan keberkatan bt rumah dan tgga kamu sume..moga2 jodoh kalian berkekalan hgga hujung nyawa..amin...untk anak sedara ku, kakde di felda bukit damar, kakak aqma di raub n coming soon ni nana plak...i doakan yg terbaik untk u all...moga cpt2 bg i cucu n ank sedara..hahaha...moga perkahwinan kalian mendapat keberkatan dr Ilahi n salam honer=ymoon bt u all...besh2...hujan2 nih...hahahah...

untuk aku lak...mmm...this week tlg la bt 3 artikel for jurnal publishing n siapkan distribution map anda...huhuhu..igt la..kemalasan itu adalah permulaan bg kegagalan...mase dah suntuk ni..xlama lagi je nak register..muhasabah la diri sndri...waaaaaa....

last but not least...salam syg bt seme....see u soon..insyaallah..akhir kate jauhi la kesunyian kerna itu adelah racun kpd khdpn...hehehe...ape kena la nih..xde kaitan pun...hahahaha...

my besday..

yuhu...hehehe..ari ni bru tergerak ati nak update blog...smlm bz skit..wahaha...mmm..syukur alhamdulillah smlm genap suku abad usia diri ini..syukur ke hadrat Ilahi dgn limpahan rahmatNya..smoga diri ini sntiasa berada dlm rahmatNya dan hidup ini diberkati selalu...tiada lain yg ku pinta selain sntiasa berada di bawah lembayung lindungan Yang Maha Esa n sntiasa berada dlm agamaNya..amin...

mmm..my wish list untk besday kali ni ialah :-

1) smoga dipermudahkan perjalanan semakan tesis aku

2) smoga aku viva thn dpn n dipermudahkan dlm segala urusan viva

3) smoga aku dpt keje sementara thn dpn..huhuhu...

4) smoga dpt rezeki yg diberkati..hehehe..

5) berada dlm limpahan kasih syg Penciptaku...

hehehe...tu je la kot...nnti la i update lg..kalo i rajin la..hahaha...daaa u olls....

one step at a time

yuhu....mmm..i want to dedicate this song to myself instead of feels failure in my life...but now...i want to be patient and stay steadfast to keep moving forward in whatever situations in my life..huhuhu..yeah..enjoy the song...

Hurry Up And Wait

So Close, But So Far Away

Everything That You've Always Dreamed Of

Close Enough For You To Taste

But You Just Can't Touch

You Wanna Show The World, But No One Knows Your Name Yet

Wonder When And Where And How You're Gonna Make It

You Know You Can If You Get The Chance

In Your Face As The Door Keeps Slamming

Now You're Feeling More And More Frustrated

And You're Getting All Kind Of Impatient Waiting

[chorus]

We Live And We Learn To Take 

One Step At A Time

There's No Need To Rush

It's Like Learning To Fly

Or Falling In Love

It's Gonna Happen And It's

Supposed To Happen That We

Find The Reasons Why 

One Step At A Time

You Believe And You Doubt

You're Confused, You Got It All Figured Out

Everything That You Wished For

Could Be Yours, Should Be Yours, Would Be Yours

If They Only Knew

You Wanna Show The World, But No One Knows Your Name Yet

Wonder When And Where And How You're Gonna Make It

You Know You Can If You Get The Chance

In Your Face As The Door Keeps Slamming

Now You're Feeling More And More Frustrated

And You're Getting All Kind Of Impatient Waiting

[chorus]

We Live And We Learn To Take 

One Step At A Time

There's No Need To Rush

It's Like Learning To Fly

Or Falling In Love

It's Gonna Happen And It's

Supposed To Happen That We

Find The Reasons Why 

One Step At A Time

When You Can't Wait Any Longer

But There's No End In Sight

It's The Faith That Makes You Stronger

The Only Way You Get There

Is One Step At A Time

[chorus]

Take One Step At A Time

There's No Need To Rush

It's Like Learning To Fly

Or Falling In Love

It's Gonna Happen And It's

Supposed To Happen That We

Find The Reasons Why 

On Step At A Time

[chorus]

One Step At A Time

There's No Need To Rush

It's Like Learning To Fly

Or Falling In Love

It's Gonna Happen And It's

Supposed To Happen That We

Find The Reasons Why 

On Step At A Time

yup...sshnye amik master nih...huhuhu...be strong zurina!!!